Wednesday, January 13, 2010

A look back...

Originally, my plans to study abroad in China blossomed from restlessness and dissatisfaction with my circumstances and environment. I desired change and a broader perspective in relation to my social contribution. I thought that traveling to China to be part of a social science based program would allow me to discover my strengths outside of dance and understand how I can effectively share my gifts with others. Learning Mandarin would also broaden the circle of my effectiveness. While I still am looking for a chance of pace and new information, my excitement for the experiences in the future through dancing in a new environment has grown and given me much new perspective on my social role.

I spent this weekend in New York City, visiting friends, auditioning and watching dance. Every moment of my weekend was jam-packed with socialization, most of which was motivated by my connection with the dance community. The dance scene in NYC is huge, and it feels like once you know one person, you know everyone. Every dancer that I met knew someone that I danced with, or worked with a choreographer I had, or went to elementary school with my childhood friend. It was incredible to be reminded of the tightly woven community that is the dance world. I had some truly incredible conversations with dancers this weekend-dancers I only interacted with for 30 minutes. It reminded me that dance is truly a language in itself-a universal language that allows bonds to be forged at an incredible pace. It also reminds me that dance can truly be an unselfish activity (something I have struggled with since last year) whether it is pursued as a recreational activity, art for, or source of physical and emotional joy. No matter a dancer's intention, a message will inevitably be portrayed--conversation will be stirred-someone will be influenced by the dance.

In China I will be entering into this conversation with an entirely new culture. I hope that it is as open and accepting as the ones I have been a part of thus far. With the inevitable culture shock, I know that things will take time to get used to, but I think that the universality of dance will allow me a smooth transition into Chinese culture (fingers crossed!!).